The past few years have been notable for their official egregiousness. They have also been marked for me by two major sources of alienation, both of which have origins in the dismaying state of global affairs. Israel's enormous response (in the pedantic sense of outside the scope of what could be considered normal) to the Hamas attack of October 7 2023 forced sides to be taken in what had been an uneasy truce between those with Zionist sympathies and those of us (myself included) increasingly questioning our tolerance of Israel's privileged exemptions from claims of special pleading and double standards for its treatment of the Palestinians whose homeland it has occupied. I'm thinking in particular of artists I had an uncomplicated admiration for, whose recalcitrant Zionist stance post Oct 7 has complicated my admiration. To be sure, plenty of assholes I had no feelings for have come out of the woodwork to bear down hard on their Israel chauvinism and they get the brunt of my unhesitant irritation. But its always disappointing to learn (or have suspicions confirmed) that someone I'm a fan of is on the wrong side of an issue with such devastating consequences.
A bit closer to home-- ever since Bernie Sanders conceded the 2016 Democratic Primary to Hillary Clinton, a dismayingly large number of former Sanders allies have cordoned themselves off from those on the left who so prefer to take their chances with Democratic politicians / presidents as opposed to Republican ones that they will actually continue to vote for them. These post left leftists will readily admit that the system is structured so that only one of two parties will win; that one of those parties -- corrupt and entrenched and elitist and venal though it is-- wreaks less havoc on the rights and needs and futures of the laboring majority of people. They disavow electoral politics while at the same time participating in ways that hinder the least harmful outcomes and they think absolve them from the worst. Many of them are otherwise very intelligent people who on the issue of electoral politics are basically idiots. To me, harm reduction isn't a political strategy, it's a survival mechanism.
The time has not come for forgiveness. That will not be possible in the first case until an Israel/Palestine with a fully restored Gaza becomes a democratic non-apartheid state in which residents of all religions and ethnicities live in equality and peace. In the second case, some corner must be turned in which all who value freedom, peace, equality and a society in which needs are treated not as privileges but as rights begin to work together to turn the tide against fascism, capitalism and oligarchy. It shouldn't be the case, but as of this moment, it's easier for me to imagine forgiveness of the first category of transgressors than of the second.
In the meantime, I guess I still have a capacity to be horrified at acceptance of the fascist outcome. This is a winner take all system we’re living under (against our desires). In 2024, either Joe Biden’s DEI VP was going to take all -- she who was very likely taking a sloppy tack of promising continuance of Biden’s legacy in her campaign in order to try to overcome the perceived multiple handicaps of her ethnicity and gender as well as her lack of cultural currency as a political brand (thanks to being sheltered away in the vice president’s residence for four years by the senile fart who very openly let voters know he was only using her ironically enough for the youth, ethnicity and gender he lacked in order to overcome his own decrepit racist and sexist brand). Or the Fascists were going to take all. The Biden tack failed with low-information Biden haters—it was a bad strategy based on the typical bad dem notions about the electorate as bars on a bar graph. But even high information voters, including single issue voters did not seem to me to take the care that they needed to with the history changing differences in the two outcomes this time. Because of that the Fascists won all. Is this not what we are dealing with? By the slimmest of majorities among the fraction of the electorate who actually voted, Donald Trump got it all. I don’t think because of political wisdom or honor. I think because people with the same information as me projected an image on Kamala Harris that was tainted by her association with Joe Biden. People didn’t want to give Joe Biden the satisfaction, even though he wasn’t running. You projected continuation of Biden’s administration onto her. I projected a break from Trump and Biden. Neither of us knew which way things would go with a Harris administration, but frankly KH was not Joe Biden. She had resentments. She had secret disagreements. She was movable. She was a different person who would I felt very probably want her own legacy. I saw signs of the difference in the beginning before the Biden team and Jill and Joe Biden got to her. She and Walz clammed up at one point, and I think it’s because she was advised very badly and given the limited amount of time she had available she trusted the pros. And note—I am not saying she would have been a great president. She undoubtedly would have sucked. But I don’t think she would have kept up a Joe Biden continuation façade, and I know we would not have the big beautiful bill and cracker racists kidnapping our neighbors and Stephen Miller and Pam Bondi and Hegseth and Kennedy and the Trump-Kennedy Center and the Trump court and Congress rolling over and playing dead.
I agree we need a new political system—Trump is the proof of that. But what are we supposed to do in the meantime? Watch families get ripped apart? Watch Gaza get razed to the ground while Trump gets the Peace prize for it (Because Joe Biden chose Kamala Harris as his DEI mascot and therefore she had to be punished because he was no longer around to be)? Pretend the planet is not dying because Trump doesn’t believe in climate change? Watch reproductive rights and civil rights and voting rights and other social gains drift away? All of those are hostage to the political system we’ve got.
The leadership of the dems has said it: For every vote they lose among the working class or the radical left, they pick up two more in the republican suburbs. And I believe that strategy actually worked for them once so they expect it work everytime regardless of whatever else is going on. (And these are the evil soul-less neolibs I’m talking about.) That’s why they don’t view lost voters as teachers and lesson givers but rather as ballast necessary in order for the statistics to come together for them—the spaces they leave in the democratic constituency just make extra room for the multiples of suburban professionals coming on board in response. The ones who need the lesson don’t get the lesson. They haven’t learned anything new since 1992. That’s the problem. And then the fascists win and their response is not – gee maybe if we were only more palatable to the working classes and the radical left. It’s more like, “Maybe if we offer fascism lite we’ll attract even more Republicans.” They are worthless. This is actually what makes them preferable to Republicans every time. Because the Dems are at their very worst (which sucks I agree) feckless. But the Republicans will deliver on the fascism that they promise because they mean it. This is a glorious, glorious time for them. And the Dems did not even learn their lesson.
I resent having to be the one to help the unsexy loser Dems keep the fascists at bay. I resent the shirking that people whose politics (and distaste for corporate dems) I share, who winkingly give each other permission to shirk. who winkingly excuse themselves from blame for the fascists winning because the Dems, being feckless fools, can be agreed upon by them to be at fault.
At least Zionists own the havoc they wreak.














